Give Yourself Permission to be Curious

๐†๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐Ÿง

I was in 9th grade when it happened.

I remember the walk down the narrow halls of Community High School, as I made my way toward, โ€œIntroduction to Literature.โ€

โ€œPlease donโ€™t be taken.โ€

โ€œPlease donโ€™t be taken.โ€

โ€œPlease donโ€™t be taken.โ€

I felt my stomach turn as I turned the handle to either my greatest dream or my worst nightmare.

โ€œPlease donโ€™t be taken.โ€

As I opened the door, it was still there.

The spot in the far, right corner of the room.

The place where I could never be seen.

โ€œExcuse me.โ€

โ€œExcuse me.โ€

I placed the pile of ๐Ÿ“š onto the wooden desk to cover half of my upper body.

Then, I slid down the plastic chair to cover the rest.

The rest of my time was spent waiting for the big, round clock, to strike 09:40 AM.

Hoping not to be called on to read out loud.

I repeated such routine for months.

I didnโ€™t expect this day to be any different.

Yet, it was.

The day that changed the trajectory of my life.

I remember as she made her way toward the center of the room.

โ€œPlease donโ€™t call on me,โ€ I whispered under my breath.

She proceeded by addressing the entire class.

I donโ€™t remember much of what was said.

I just remember her final words.

โ€œThereโ€™s no such thing as a stupid question.โ€

It took a while to process her words.

Part of me didnโ€™t believe what I just heard.

Then, I felt it.

The sense of freedom or liberation.

I no longer had to ask questions that other people wanted to know answers to ๐Ÿคฏ

For years, I kept my hand down.

I didnโ€™t think others wanted to know what I wanted to know.

Her words gave me the permission to ask questions about anything.

Whyโ“

Whenโ“

Whereโ“

Howโ“

Whatโ“

Her words gave me the courage to pursue education of my own terms.

Thank you, Judith DeWoskin, for opening the door to a completely different ๐ŸŒŽ

๐†๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐Ÿง