๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ง
I was in 9th grade when it happened.
I remember the walk down the narrow halls of Community High School, as I made my way toward, โIntroduction to Literature.โ
โPlease donโt be taken.โ
โPlease donโt be taken.โ
โPlease donโt be taken.โ
I felt my stomach turn as I turned the handle to either my greatest dream or my worst nightmare.
โPlease donโt be taken.โ
As I opened the door, it was still there.
The spot in the far, right corner of the room.
The place where I could never be seen.
โExcuse me.โ
โExcuse me.โ
I placed the pile of ๐ onto the wooden desk to cover half of my upper body.
Then, I slid down the plastic chair to cover the rest.
The rest of my time was spent waiting for the big, round clock, to strike 09:40 AM.
Hoping not to be called on to read out loud.
I repeated such routine for months.
I didnโt expect this day to be any different.
Yet, it was.
The day that changed the trajectory of my life.
I remember as she made her way toward the center of the room.
โPlease donโt call on me,โ I whispered under my breath.
She proceeded by addressing the entire class.
I donโt remember much of what was said.
I just remember her final words.
โThereโs no such thing as a stupid question.โ
It took a while to process her words.
Part of me didnโt believe what I just heard.
Then, I felt it.
The sense of freedom or liberation.
I no longer had to ask questions that other people wanted to know answers to ๐คฏ
For years, I kept my hand down.
I didnโt think others wanted to know what I wanted to know.
Her words gave me the permission to ask questions about anything.
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Whenโ
Whereโ
Howโ
Whatโ
Her words gave me the courage to pursue education of my own terms.
Thank you, Judith DeWoskin, for opening the door to a completely different ๐
๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ง